They say that 13 is an unlucky number. I usually respect superistitions with some very gross words but this time around, the 13 has equally deserved all the cursing I have hurled towards it. It began with a heartbreak and midway through it, I had nearly wasted another year being help up by ACCA, which eventually happened, because of other reasons.
Talking about positives, there could be just one, really. Finding one of the bestest of friends in Bawli and meeting her. This one will lose its toll if I start describing how much important she had been for me in this year. Definitely, a separate blog will be dedicated to her.
It has been a year of losses more. Nearly lost my munh-boli sister twice because of Pakistanis turned Islamists’ negative frame of mind. Lost my asshole of a best friend to Bahrain where he is may be pleasing someone while I compose this. One person who I respected exactly like a best friend has been lost somewhere. Lost confidence and trust over some people who I thought are true. Only found out they needed a shoulder to cry on, wipe their tears off and then set off partying with others. The biggest loss of all was one of my aunts. It has created a void that might never be filled.
In 18 hours, another year will pass. Another year which I passed in front of this computer screen, never learning from my mistakes and trusting people over the internet. Another year where every thing came within grabbing distance, only to be pulled back just as the finger tips felt it. Another year full of lifelessness. Another year full of driving around the city and cursing every random person. Another year of dreaming about someone but never acting up to make it come true. Another year of tweets, about 30,000+ of them. Another year of being a hard prick. Another year of being an emotionless fool. Annother year of smiling off all the hardships life had to offer. Another year of making outrageous plans while laying at night, only to vanish them as soon as sleep takes over. Just another year of living in fantasies of books and movies.
Just like always, here’s hoping that this new year will leave behind all the hardships and new adventures will be enjoyable. I hope you never had a dreadful year like me and I wish you all the best for this coming year. Enjoy your life and make every day count.
Hapy New Year!